Labels: How I wish things are different......Saturday, May 2, 2009
Staring out this window and all I can see is the contours of the roads and the hills and the vast sky.
How I wish I can fly, fly far away and not feel like this today.
How does it feel like when ur insides are turn out?
How does it feel when u fall from a 100th floor?
How does it feel when God takes away your ability to breathe?
That was whut I felt when I read the conversations I had with u. I could not swallow. I could not think. I could not blink. I was stunned. Everything stopped. Everything that means so dear to me was taken away from me. Dumbfounded but Im screaming inside. Stabbed in my heart so deep. All I could feel was pain.
How would you feel when u try to make the ones u love happy by sacrificing your happiness. I laughed to cover my pain but my tears gave me up. How can I laugh when something that means your world to you react in that manner.
Why love have to be painful?
Why is your absence blamed?
Why am I useless?
Why I am naive?
Why am I sacrificing so much for my loved ones?
Why?
Absence makes the heart fonder.
I used to believe and still do but I realise, not everyone feel that way.
I guess not for you.
Absence makes your heart wonder.
U wonder of issues, issues I wish didnt exist
I hoped all these is a dream........
but i guess not...
Muhammad Azri
210103
Schattig Cheri
HangLoose
She: Cheerleading and Geek
He: Boarder and Talented
Passion: Surf Scene, Art Scene, Boarding Scene, Feline animals
Chill, laid-back
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