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Labels: muhammad azri is loveFriday, December 5, 2008
Horizons , where the extremes seems to meet
Reality, where dreams and doubts meets
Among the steel structures, stood a being
Staring, thinking and wondering where this is going.
Amidst the commotion, peace awaits
If only people could respond instead of contemplate.
We questioned the reasons to our existence
When the answer is among our presence.
The wise becomes blind,
While the blind becomes wiser.
The deaf are heard,
While the ones heard are deaf.
Poverty becomes a new age trend
While the trendy are for the wealthy
Less is rich
While more is craved.
I was on the train from Yishun to Orchard. I started writing this when I saw the sun setting in Ang Mo Kio, from Yio chu kang to AMK station. Made me think about the issues we have and faced ourselves and on the other side of the world. Interpretation is open to any reader to how you see or feel. Enjoy.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
I have been thinking about my relationship. I think this relationship is the one I want to be in. I honestly could not find another guy who can match my personalities. I thought I can be with anyone or any guy who is patient and fun. HOWEVER, i find out that I am wrong. My bf has qualities that I have yet to find or even impossible to find in any other guys I know or yet to know. I am sick of fighting over what i like and what i dun. But for my bf, he knows what i like and what i dun. If we were to happen to fight or have misunderstandings, it would be petty, extremely petty. Which is normally resolved overnight. We do have major fights but it only made our relationship stronger. Almost 6 years la beb.
He is going get enlisted and I am worried. I realise I am VERY dependent on his presence. He is my sanity kit and my air. Can u imagine?! if God, takes away your ability to breathe? the pain and slow death it will cost you. That is exactly how I would feel whenever he is not around. Even when I have my fire shows. He is there to either perform or help me with my make up and lighting my toys up. It is not about just anyone being there. It is him. The guy whose name is Muhammad Azri. Even when we longboard together. He has been there to encourage me. Push me to my limit, carve. (Which I have yet to achieve). when i fall and scaped my thighs, knees and arms, u were there to make me stronger and not falter like how any girlie girl would. He knows when to apply his affection. He is the only one that I feel safe to let the kid in me live. It is only with him that i demand extra attention. At time when I am lazy to walk, he would carry me like how a mum carries her toddler. I would just sleep soundly on his shoulder. Thank u darlin for pampering me. Only u know how to.
Our relationship went through alot. And to be honest darlin, when we reconcile an work out our relationship, I am afraid to love u as much as I did before. Afraid of losing you again. BUT, now, I want to be in this, I dun mind the risk and pain IF anything unplanned happens. I want u to know that I rather have u hurting me than any other person. At least u r someone I would give up everything for. Allah, please make me stronger when he is not around.
I never regret loving u till this very day. NEVER. IF i have the power to turn back time, I would want myself to be more loving than I am now. I would not change a thing aboit loving you and never have i regretted the day I say "YES". I am enjoying every moment I have with you. Even if it is for a few minutes. The feeling of riding on the bike with you if comforting and no other feeling can compare that. BEING IN YOUR ARMS is like being in the most peaceful place that can ever exist in earth. Your kiss bring me into paradise and in this most relaistic yet delusional world. I am on drugs to be kissed and hugged by you.
Muhammad Azri
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Schattig Cheri
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She: Cheerleading and Geek
He: Boarder and Talented
Passion: Surf Scene, Art Scene, Boarding Scene, Feline animals
Chill, laid-back
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