Labels: 2 mnths to 6, 21 januaryThursday, November 20, 2008
The song is in blue while what I feel at each sentence is in black.
"Need To Be Next To You"
Been running from these feelings for so long
(i am afraid to love as i got hurt one too many times that loving is a selfless act)
Telling my heart I didn't need you
(I delude myself, telling and thinking i can live on without you and be less dependent, think lesser. Not because I do not feel anything for you but, by doing so, i would not hope, when i don't, I would not get hurt)
Pretending I was better off alone
(You know how much i hate being alone. I can never be better off alone.)
But I know that it's just a lie
( Who can I kid? having you out of my life is not an option. FEELS SO RIGHT YET WRONG)
So afraid to take a chance again
(LOSING you is NOT an option for me, never will it be)
So afraid of what I feel inside
( Adoring me was more than sufficient to get me by the days. Rather than hearing nothing at all)
But I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath with you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see your smile each morning
(You have no idea how that little smile of yours lit up my whole day. The image of your smile plastered to my head, rewinding it whenever i feel low, just to cheer me up)
Look into your eyes each night
(The night i stared into your eyes. It is a dream come true. I fairytale i never wanted it to end. I wanted us to remain like that, me in your arms)
For the rest of my life
Here with you near with you
Oh I, I need to be next to you
Need be next to you
Right here with you is here I belong
I'll lose my mind if I can't see you
( The insanity you bring me, God knows how much i feel for you)
Without you there is nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can't bear the thought of you not there
(Never can i c the day u choose to leave, Il asked God to put me in a coma and forget how u made me fall for u)
I can't fight what I feel anymore
(I am expressisng this to you because the more I keep it inside, the crazier i become)
Oh I, I need to be next to you
I need to have your heart next to mine
For all time
Love you for all of my life
Ricca Melissa
Adore is better than like, less profound than love
I adore u
Muhammad Azri
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Schattig Cheri
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He: Boarder and Talented
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