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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Hello!! I am sitting in my maths and computing module..stoning away, refuse to do anything about it even though I wish i would. I started thinking about some random issues.

I am at an age where i see a relationship with someone special as a form of companionship. I need him to be physically around me whenever i want him to be. Be there for both mind and soul. Not leaving me when i needed him most. Be sensitive at the same time firm. Putting aside differences and try work things out rather than keeping mum about it. It is about having this peaceful feeling when you happen to be around him. Like nothing else really matter when he is around. The hugs make u feel u want to be there for a very long time. his kisses are instant cupid shots where u fall in love with him over and over again. The feeling is priceless.

Loving me at the same time my family. Having a proper planned future. We can pull through financial difficulties together. Staring at the sky and daydream with me. ALWAYS say I am pretty and encourage me to lose weight(hahaha). Being around him allows me to be my true self. Be very pampered yet matured. Be serious when times need us be. Not keeping it bottled up and let it out and stabbed me through my heart. AND boys...PLEASE dun think of issues if u r not thinking of solutions to it. It is pointless and u are killing brain cell for nothing.

Let's list what i look for in a guy/companion. (which is MOSTLY noticeable in my bf)
P.S: keep in mind im a perfectionist.

PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES
1. Tall
2. Possibly pleasant (handsome to my eyes)
3. Nice kept hair, ranging from dreads to nice, neat hair.
4. His pants are worn at his hips
5. Talented (skate, surf, poi, and many more uh)
6. Boxers Brief (OOOOOOHHHH Hot!)
7. Not excessively hairy (scary hairy)
8. Feet size 10 and above
9. Clean shaven
10. Well-groomed
11. Ironed tshirts and shirts
12. Lean Body, mid size range, tone one ,its to facilitate carrying me around when am lazee(skinny=scary, fatty=funny)
13. Smoking habit is acceptable but not excessively (turn off)
14. MUST smell nice
15. Great in bed! (wahahah)

PERSONALITY ATTRIBUTES
1.Lovingly concern (not excessively)
2. Enjoys listening to me rambling
3. Find my clumsiness a beauty
4. Love my flaws. (love handles, boncetness, ugly complexion)
5. Being himself
6. Not trying too hard to please me
7. His ego should not be bigger than his head
8. Down to earth, humble
9. Able to stand my unpredictable character
10. Must meet me everyday
11. Enjoy eating with me for hours and hours and hours
12. Patient, ULTIMATELY patient
13. Entertaining, humorous (im VERY playful and cheeky)
14. Genuinely and sincerely love me for what I am
15. NOT cheeky (i have issues with third parties)
16. Same passion = more topics to talk about = connection

There is alot more, but that is all I can think about now. Trust me, being with a perfectionist can be challenging!Ask my bf. But he LOVES ME STILL!!! WEEE..awwwww...so suweett.

I shall continue with the post in my next entry . I have not been seeing bf uh. So i do miss him bad.

" Die Liebe wächst mit der Entfernung. "
(Absence makes the heart grow fonder.- Sextus Propertius)

Labels: I love u darlin, Ich liebe dich

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