Labels: i bow, I love youThursday, November 20, 2008
Anyway, I think, starting from today onwards, my blog would be fillled with poetry or random recollections of what I felt for the day or even random observations of people.
Therefore, my first entry, leading me to what i felt during science module. I am not sure if it is random but I see writing as a form of expression and controlling my extremeness in feeling or evaluating somethings i crossed in life.
IMpossible Love
I am clueless
No idea the cause of insanity
Impossibility looms
Five against One
An unjustifiable ratio
Was this what I craved?
Was this what I have always wanted?
To be treated like a princess
Wide eyed, begging for affection.
Confusion is not the issue
The heart demand what it wants
But reality had to pull her tumbling back
Does it have to hurt?
This is unexplainable.
Explaining would be a parallel to writing a thesis
Begging appoval for a doctorate
The Mess.
Chaotic entanglement between right and wrong
A need and want
the sight of you
made entanglement a beauty
Wants to be in yet out
Feels so right yet wrong
Ramblings of nothing to something
Indulging in sweetness maintaining happy anxiety
Green eyed monster lived
the sight of you alongside her
sacrificed the pain
carving a smile
Productiveness plummets along with self
into a black, comforting hole.
Enlighten me
reel me out if this comfort diffuses
The captivating smile
Alluring eyes
Let me in, never out
Impossibility knocks
What is happening?
this phenomenal emotions
was that my heart? Head ? Fate?
Dun ask me to fade
More of how, not why,
speechless and shy
What options do I have?
Only to leave?
Dissapearing act is futile
Amnesia is a choice
Impossibility knocks twice
A little girl robbed of her last candy
Breathing hard in the gas chamber
Life is taken away
While crying by the bay
Save the truth
For it is harsh
Want to know yet not know
Want to hope yet not hurt
Lead me or console me
hold this little girl's hands
Searching for her missing candy
Impossibility awaits.
Ricca
Muhammad Azri
210103
Schattig Cheri
HangLoose
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He: Boarder and Talented
Passion: Surf Scene, Art Scene, Boarding Scene, Feline animals
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